Someone is watching over Me

Do you ever feel that you are being watched by someone else? Not the kind that of watch where somebody is stalking you. Its a kind like where you know that someone that you know is taking over this somebody's job to watch over you, taking care of you, and reporting everything about you. It's not that you are obsessed with it. It is just your instinct telling you to it.
You can refuse to reject this kind of feelings, but what if its get stronger and you just don't know what to do. There are times that you just want to ask the person directly. It is so annoying when you feel like that. The feeling of annoyed mixed tears that you want to blurt out mixed with the feeling of missing them so badly. It is hurting you inside, but you just don't know what to say what to do. All you hope is that someone would come and tell the whole truth to you. You just want them to say "I miss you so much" or "I love you" or "I am sorry for what I have done."
Even if this word is uttered in their mouth, you know you want it from them, but you were so angry to them that they took a long time to say it to you. At the time you want to forgive them, you remember all the things why both of you being like this. In the end, the ego comes up and destroyed everything, where you just stay silent, move away from them with tears in the eyes and hoping that they might come and rescue you. Its a kind of rescue where someone hugs you from your behind and whispered in your ear that they needed you so badly and doesn't want to lose you anymore.
It would be the best feelings if everything of this would come true. But, you just have to make your own choices then. Choose wisely so that it might not hurt you again. Choose so that you can grow in faith and hope.